What a pity me

Most of the time

I was thinking:

haiz... I was abandoned

Friends are in love, couple

Friends are in pair, like brothers

when the others are not around

left me.......

most of the time...

I am WEAK

cant live without friends

cant move on without group

What a pity me... =.=

What to do?

I can only be left behind

abandoned, solo, pity alone....

Maybe I Shouldn't?


Driving way home, alone

Felt afraid, not because of alone

because a call, with anger, calling me to go home

It is 1.00am, always

My time to home, driving their car

They have to lock it, which i dunno how to do so

They have no choice, need the car back with me before they sleep

but i always did, the time after they sleep

She wait me, always

I afraid, always

Anger, Mumbles

Maybe I shouldn't drive?

So she will happy

No matter how late i go back in the night

She got her sleep

The Sudden Mood...

Another nice memory with all of you

though some of you not here with us

my dream comes true

drive you all along

listen to my songs

the chosen Japanese songs for you (and for me also XD)

Ya, there has been time i post anything here

Now, the sudden mood

after reading the blog of my friend...

What a pity blog, of mine...

which will only being posted 

with the sudden mood

Hope for it, my blog

and I

for more sudden mood

for blogging...

serenade- Versailles

The sleepless nights continue, I want to see you,
my interrupted half-dreaming, ephemeral wish

You took my hand without doubting,
We walked this path together,
We promised, didn’t we?

“No matter how high the walls may be, let’s surpass them together”
Why are you no longer here? I want to see you right now

My heart is closed off, everything frightens me,
How far must I go? I cannot walk any further!

I dream because I can meet you in dreams,
Your afterimage fades away again,
Yes, like a shooting star

You are a dazzling light, tears clad in the night sky
become the key to my heart, opening the sealed door

If one day I’m able to see you I want to say,
“No matter how high the walls were, we surpassed them together, didn’t we?”
“Thank you, you can sleep now, because I can walk on my own”

The dream I saw with you turns into the key to my heart,
Someday I’ll surely bring morning to this night sky

Ah…resound to the wounds of the heart we all hide in our chests,
Oh notes, push through the shut gates and reach! Illuminate the darkness!

Tsubasa- Kajiura Yuki (lyrics)

far in the light, i can see it
in every scene for the night
a tiny feather of love
i gotta go
destiny never finds the way for me,my love
even in the night i see your face, in the dark
so i never lose my way to you
never close my heart
the light is always there

time goes by, we can never stay the same
now we've come so far, from love memory
though your smile has game, we will never be apart
in our hearts we are one, for love melody
the future arrives with your love
willing to go to the place
where you never need to cry
I'll take you there

willing to find an answer
in all the winding road we have come through
in the heat of summer, cold of winter, I'm here
so u never close your heart
your light is always here

time goes by, we can never stay the same
in the shades of hopes. in love memory
though your smile has gone, we will never be apart
in our hearts we can hear the love melody
the future still shines, close to you...

'title'

it has been a long long time

yea....

i haven update my poor blog..

two of my frens deleted their blog, dunno y

feel like wan to do so

bcoz im nt the one who oways update her blog 

but

feel like lazy to delete oso

mayb i shud continue the blog?

mayb the prob is language?

mayb writin blog in Eng is nt my cup of tea

mayb i shud write it in chinese

or 

i dun hav talent in writing beautiful words

i dun hav enuf flowery vocabs for blogging

yea....

 i shud nt write blog....

dunno y

feel desperate 

for everything...

everything...

another New Year~

Why are there people countdown with crowd?
 Why are there people cheer for a new year?
 It just the time to change a new calender


Why am I stay at home and writing blog here?
Why my friends never call me go out for gathering?
New year? nothing unusual...

Anyway... Happy New Year~